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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Was Michael Jackson a WOMANIZER?

Shocking isn’t it?  How can a man known for asexuality be associated with such a term?  Well, perhaps the surprise lies more on what’s been told to us rather than what could be a likely reality.  Think back and recall, what exactly lead you to believe Michael Jackson was asexual?  Forget the rumors of homosexuality, I won’t even bother covering or grazing that, so back on topic – where does this assumption lie?  Is it because of his shy demeanor?  Or is it the fact that MJ has never had a publicized romantic interlude without a raised eyebrow?  Tatum O’Neal?  Shamone!  A 12 year old (at the time of the courtship) with a distant philandering father who overlooked the welfare of his children to the point of drug addiction – so why take a word of a woman who….. let’s be honest, has her own very well-publicized issues?  Brooke Shields?  A nifty one here, the epitome of ethereal beauty back in the late 70s/early 80s who just so happens had the HOTS for Michael Jackson at the time, or so Randy Taraborelli claims.  But why would such a buxom beauty deny this love affair in the 90s, as Tatum did back in the 80s (NOTE:  Tatum’s idea of a relationship is limited to a sexual one, long gone are the romantic and intense witty dialogue of Jane Austen’s courtship, one night stands will do)?  Well, perhaps a recollection of the events in the 90s surrounding Michael Jackson will do.  I have my own theories but I’d rather let you come to your own, so I’ll merely post articles, interviews & reflections of my case.  Here is an interesting assertion making the rounds on every MJ board and site, supposedly it’s been attributed to a former employee by the name of Frank Tyson a.k.a. Frank Cascio addressing the Scott Thorson (was Liberace’s plaything once upon a time) love affair – Cascio was one of MJ’s kid-buddies who was eventually employed by Michael.  He was prominent during the 2005 trial and allegations, defending MJ publicly unwaveringly.  But another supposition claims that it is in fact by a former Chief of Security who had retired by 2002 - Wayne Nagin perhaps?  Nagin is a well-beloved bodyguard who had retired by September of 2001 due to health reasons, it seems he is well-regarded by many MJ fans who have met him in the past.  Now, this is a letter/post is sourced from the The National Enquirer and was in response to the Scott Thorson allegation.    However, we will attempt to address certain points made in it (as difficult as that may be given MJ’s strictures on privacy) as subtly as possible with as little commentary as I can muster because this will be one heck of a long read, but boring?  Tedious?  Or perhaps juicy?
Anybody who genuinely knows Michael (which is none of you), knows that Michael is straight - almost to a fault of himself, considering that he doesn't look like the most masculine of brothas. You're so quick to believe Scott, which is hysterical because if you knew their history, you'd know how weirded out Michael was by Scott's advances. Michael's not overtly homophobic, but he is old school and isn't completely comfortable with it. However, given the nature of his profession, he has tried his best to be accepting and because he tries to be a good Christian, he does not judge, he leaves that to God. He still gets incredibly uncomfortable by advances by anything remotely male....which brings us to Scott. Scott made a pass at Michael. Michael ignored it, initially. The second time, Michael told him to back the #### off (in more polite  language, of course...Michael was still quite young and sweet and innocent back in the '80s, if a dude tried something similar NOW, he might get punched in the face). They haven't spoken since then. The closest he ever got to Michael after about '84 was that his boyfriend was friends with Priscilla Presley's makeup artist. The two haven't spoken since Scott tried to get all up on Mikey.

One may ask themselves, if his motive for coming forward now was out of some sort of moral obligation and a desire to crush MJ's "strategy" of declaring himself heterosexual, why didn't he come forward in 1993? Maids, cooks, ex-guards, everybody and their momma was coming forward with "claims," why not then? Or, if the motivation behind this is genuine concern for the welfare of children and not money, why not go to the police with the things you've seen (i.e. Scott claiming to have seen child porn on Michael's nightstand)?

Simple, none of it happened and Scott was still livin' the life with all of Liberace's dough. Poverty brings forth all sorts of "memories." Isn't it convenient that just as soon as his cash stash is running dry, he tells the world he had sex with Michael Jackson?


Let me break this down for you people and pay attention because I don't like doing it more than once. Michael Jackson is thoroughly heterosexual. He does not like men. He does not like boys. He likes women over the age of 18. Shiiiiit, even before he was 18, he liked women well over the age of 18. It's no secret within certain circles that Diana Ross was his first. The poor guy thought he was going to marry her but she @#%$ him over with Gene Simmons and Arne Naess. He was pretty naive back then, so he chose not to see the obvious. Then he was celibate for about 3 years, before becoming involved with a pretty, blond employee of his, an actress from a popular '80s/early '90s sitcom, a singer that nobody cares about anymore but was the ish back in the day, some groupie/secretary, June Chandler (the mother of punk @#$%$ Jordan who got jealous of mommy's relationship with Michael) and, of course, Lisa Marie. Lisa Marie was the only one he allowed himself to become more than just sexually involved with since Diana, that boy was sprung. Lisa Marie, however, led him to believe they would have a family of their own, but stayed on the pill anyway because even if she said she was a rebel, the little bitch didn't want mommy dearest to get mad at her for having a lil black child. Mike found the pills, split, messed around with a couple of other women with the goal of getting one pregnant just to hurt Lisa (he can be an as.shole sometimes, true) and eventually knocked up Debbie, which, (if I didn't love and adore his children and think think they saved his life) I would say was probably one of the biggest mistakes of his life. He was never faithful to Debbie after they married, never even wanted to marry her but Mike doesn't like to break his mother's heart. He and Lisa continued having sex until 1999 (they weren't "together," they were just fucking), until he met his third child's mother, fell very much in love with her, but he is his father's son, so he wasn't entirely faithful to her, which is why they split up shortly after she found out she was pregnant. From that time, up until right before these new bullish allegations broke, he was pretty much a dog. No attachment, just sex. He has no time to get attached to somebody and then depressed again after they part ways now that he has his children. I doubt he has time for anybody other than his children and his lawyers now.

There, you have it. Take it or leave it, but it's the truth. Mike would hate me for putting his business out here like this, but at least it's accurate, unlike all of the other trash going around now. He ain't my boss anymore, so he's just going to have to put up with it.

Summary: Scott is full of ish, Michael isn't gay and he sho' as h.ell ain't a pedophile.

1. He's weird, he's rich, he's black and he never bows down to anybody. He doesn't fit any stereotypes of what a black man "should" be, which makes people uncomfortable and enables them to believe anything sinister about him. If you need proof of that, just look no further than this very message board.

2. I think I outlined most of the girlfriends for you, if you think hard enough you could probably figure out names, but it's not my job to spoon feed this to you. He kept Diana a secret because that's what the hussy wanted and by the time he got his together enough to move on and get with other women, he was so obsessed with his privacy that he didn't want the public to know anything about him that didn't have to do with music or business (and rightfully so, everything he does is misconstrued, manipulated and taken out of context).

3. Can't help you there, that's something you don't really discuss with Michael. All I can say is that it got more out of hand after he and Diana were officially no more. Nobody around him ever condoned it, I know I certainly didn't. In all fairness to the kid, most of it is exaggerated. He's had a lot, but to a fairly localized area, none of this crazy cheekbone, eyebrow, eyelid, forehead stuff. But what does plastic surgery have to do with whether or not he's a pedophile or a homosexual? Nothing. He's got a good heart, I don't give two sh.its about his face.

I'm about through here, maybe a repeat performance or two, but probably not. Just keep all I've said in mind before you jump to conclusions about Mike. 
Now, how exactly does one look into this? Perhaps an insight into little Michael Jackson as opposed to adult Michael Jackson is deserving of notice.  It seems the Michael we of the later generation got to know or perceive was not the same Michael as a youngster.  Michael Jackson it seems had a tweak or change in his personality at a certain age.  Now whether that was intentional for publicity’s sake or a life changing event like puberty, you decide. 

Little Michael Jackson:
CLUE #1:
Teen Star Magazine Interview

Q: Michael, your fans want to know your ideas about a first date!
MJ: On a first date, I like to bring a girl over to my house for a barbeque and a swim, especially on a warm summery evening! I know that some chicks get mad if you don't take them somewhere fancy and spend alot of money on them on a date, but I'm not interested in those kinds of girls. I want someone who I can feel comfortable with just sitting and talking to, or sharing a fun, casual time with! I'm not sayin' that we wouldn't ever go out. I love to go out to movies, concerts, and restaurants, but I think it's important to know one another on a first date, and you can't if you go to watch somethin' all night!

Q: Are you a 'gentleman' on a date?
MJ: I never gave it much thought. Opening doors for girls is something that I just do automatically without thinking, like scratchin' my head when it itches! When you're taught all your life to do polite things for girls, you just can't forget it! It's second nature to you, like breathing or tapping your feet to music!

Q: How do you feel about kissing on a first date?
MJ: I can dig it! I think that if you dig a chick enough to ask her out, you're crazy if you don't want to kiss her. And, if she accepted the date, she likes you and probably wants to be kissed. So, I couldn't think of any reason why you shouldn't! I think I'd like to wait 'till the end of the date before I kissed her, though! I think most girls are afraid you're comin' on too fast if you kiss them right away. But, if I could tell that chick I was with was just waitin' to be kissed, I wouldn't mess around wastin' time! I'd take her in my arms, bend her face back to rest on the back of her seat, and slowly lean toward her, gazin' into her eyes and talking in a slow, smooth voice. Then, I'd press my lips against hers, gently at first, then harder and harder until we're both lost in a soul kiss of true love. 
Q: How do you feel about honesty between a guy and a girl?
MJ: I think that bein' honest with one another is important when you're gettin' serious with a chick, and don't want to have her goin' out with other guys. You have to be loyal and true to one another, or your love will never last! But, when you're dating lots of chicks, and the chicks you date go with other guys, honesty isn't so important. Don't get me wrong, though! I don't think lyin' to someone is ever a good or a smart thing to do! But, as long as you haven't made any promises to each other, you have the right to keep some things for yourself! For instance, if you've been dating a chick on and off and she dates other guys, and she asks you where you were when she phoned your house and didn't get an answer, I don't think it's any of her business to know you were out with a different girl! I don't think I have the right to pry into her life either! 
Q: What would you do if you fell in love with a girl who was going steady with someone else?
MJ: Well, if I knew from the beginning that she was going with another guy, I probably wouldn't date her, no matter how much I wanted to! But, if I didn't know she was going steady, and I found out after I fell in love with her, I think I'd be pretty mad! Even if I thought that she didn't do it to be cruel, and was just too scared to tell him her true feelin's, I think I'd tell her in a kind, understanding way, to figure out what she was gonna do, and come back after she'd done it. 
Q: Michael, what do you admire in others?
MJ: I admire people who are really dedicated to their music and to entertaining people! That's why I admire Sammy Davis Jr, and hope to be like him when I grow up! He's a super professional, who puts a spell over his audience like some kind of magician. Singin' and dancin' his heart out to give his audience a thrill they'll never forget. It takes many years to get like that, and that's my goal. 
Q: What is the one thing you dislike in a person?
MJ: I guess it's conceited, snobbish people that really bother me! Some people are very egotistical, and think they're better than everyone else! They're always talkin' about themselves, and can't listen to you when you're trying to tell them something about yourself. They keep looking around to see if someone's lookin' at them, instead of looking directly at you, listening to what you're sayin'! It's like talking to a stone wall. When I meet a chick like that, I just turn off right away! 
Q: Here's a hard question - what one thing in your personality would you change if you could?
MJ: Well, my Mom says that I'm a procrastinator, which means that I put off things I don't want to do. I know that it's better to get things out of the way as soon as you can, like cleaning your room, or doing your chores but sometimes I have a hard time gettin' around to them and keep putting them off!

MJ Tidbits in 1972:
Height: 4'11
Weight: 80lbs
Fave colors: orange and red
Fave food: barbeque beef sandwiches (he's changed just a bit)
Fave drink: milk
Fave desert: apple pie
Fave hobby: drawing
Fave animals: dogs and horses
Fave movie: The Great White Hope
Fave instrument: drums and piano
Fave group: The Supremes
Fave sports: swimming and basketball
Fave TV Show: Hawaii 5-0
Fave clothes: wild print shirts, caps, and bell bottom pants
Fave J5 Song: I'll Be There
Fave Male Singers: Sammy Davis Jr and Lou Rawls
Fave Female Singer: Diana Ross
Fave saying: Right on!
Fave clothes for girls: Shar lookin' pant suits (heaven forbid)
Fave vacation spot: Yosemite National Park 
In the magazine, fans were voting for their favorite teen star as president. Here were Michael's campaign promises: 
One promise I'll make for you for sure is that if I win STAR Magazine's Superstar of '72 election, I'm gonna be so happy that I'll grab you wherever and whenever we meet, and give you a big kiss to thank you for bein' my fan and for giving me your vote! I always like to show my fans that I dig them and appreciate all they've done for me by holdin' their hand and lookin' right in their eyes as I talk to them (MJ is such a pimp)! When a chick takes the time and trouble to come see me, no matter where I am or how busy I am, I'm gonna do all I can so that when she leaves she'll really feel that it was worth her while! Here are my promises: 
Promise Number One: Whether or not I win the title Superstar of '72, I'm going to continue to work even harder at putting together an exciting show (like learning to play the piano!), so that when you come to see us sing and dance, you'll remember our show all your life! 
Promise Number Two: I promise that we'll try to make our concert costumes real 'baaad' (future foreshadowing) and foxy to keep you turned on! And I want you to send me any J-5 costume ideas you might have! 
Promise Number Three: I promise to bring lots of personally autographed pictures of the J-5 on the road with me, so that when I see you in concert, you'll have something to really remember us by!

Promise Number Four: To love and cherish each of my sweet-faced fans forever

CLUE #2:  Jackson 5 - 'Brotherly fun' (full rappin' with the jackson 5) part 1

CLUE #3:  MOONWALK (Michael Jackson’s One & Only Autobiograpy)
…..the nightclub crowds weren’t the same as the Roosevelt High crowds.  We were playing between bad comedians, cocktail organists, and strippers.
We’d start the song and somewhere in the middle I’d go out into the audience, crawl under the tables, and pull up the ladies’ skirts to look under.
We worked in more than one club that had strippers in those days.  I used to stand in the wings of this one place in Chicago and watch a lady whose name was Mary Rose.  I must have been nine or ten.  This girl would take off her clothes and her panties and throw them to the audience.  The men would pick them up and sniff them and yell.  My brothers and I would be watching all this, taking it in, and my father wouldn’t mind.  We were exposed to a lot doing that kind of circuit.  In one place they had cut a little hole in the musician’s dressing room wall that also happened to act as a wall to the ladies’ bathroom.  You could peek through this hole, and I saw stuff I’ve never forgotten.  Guys on that circuit were so wild, they did stuff like drilling holes into the walls of the ladies’ loo all the time.  Of course, I’m sure that my brothers and I were fighting over who got to look through the hole.  “Get outta the way, it’s my turn!”  Pushing each other away to make room for ourselves.

CLUE #4:
Michael Tells: ‘I’m A Girl Watcher!’
Tiger Beat; September 1972

Have you ever had that weird feeling that someone was staring at you—watching your every move? If you have, you might discover that the someone is none other than Michael Jackson! 
He was leaning against the tree, whistling a nameless little tune. The sky—so blue that it hurt the eyes to stare up too long. But that was all right because he wasn’t looking at the sky. His eyes were busy elsewhere! 
Michael grinned to himself. There was nothing that could top what he was doing right now! Standing here so casually, with his thumbs stuck through his belt loops, no one could guess that he was practicing an art.

Michael always says it with a smile but he’s serious when he calls girl watching ‘an art’!  
When asked, he’ll explain that it takes a lot of practice to ‘eyeball chicks’ without being noticed. For one thing, Michael knows that it’s very rude to stare at a person openly. That’s why he’s perfected a technique that never gives him away.  
Why did he go through all this trouble? 
‘Because I really don’t want to offend anyone by watching them. Some people really get uptight if they know someone is looking at them. But I have this weakness—I love looking at girls!’ 
‘Just watching a girl can give me the best reason to smile. Girls are something very special and you got to treat them that way. That’s why I always say don’t stare right at a chick. She’ll begin to fidget, wondering if her hair’s messed up or if her make-up is smeared. It’s kind of like going to an art gallery to see beautiful paintings. If you look at a painting just the right way, you get the most out of it!’

It’s very normal for a young, healthy, and great looking guy like Michael to enjoy girl watching. Every guy his age has put in time standing around just enjoying the lovely view of girls passing by! But, some guys like to look at girls and then rate them according to the way she’s dressed or how pretty she is. Not Michael. He has his own reasons. 
‘The guys who are doing the rating are missing the whole point. They’re so busy counting up the scores that they’re not looking—I mean really looking at the girls.’ 
‘The way a girl walks. You can tell a lot from the walk. If she’s happy or sad—if she’s proud of being a girl. And then, there are the chicks that look so helpless that I want to rush over to them and put my arms around them!’ 
‘And if I’m lucky enough to be close enough to see her face—well, that’s like your favourite dessert after a fine meal!’ 
‘The eyes—do they wink at you? What makes them shine like they do? Love? Or just happy at being alive?’ 
‘And the mouth. Is it smiling at some secret? Or is she just doing her best to spread a little happiness by smiling at every person she sees?’ 
Michael’s list goes on and on. He can spend hours on a windy day seeing how the wind plays with long hair, short hair, dark hair, light hair. Or he can stare at the girls’ hands. Does she hold them still when she sits? Or are they part of her communicating methods? Do her hands come alive in conversation—gesturing wildly to emphasize her words? 
But mostly, Michael just wants the time to watch and see the whole picture—the whole person. He likes everybody but the girls are still, for him, ’something very special!’ 
If he was one of those guys who rated the chicks he saw, Michael would be spending all his money on paper to add up the high scores for each girl. Because to him, each girl is a winner—simply by being a girl—by being someone special—by being the very girl he might be staring at this very moment—with a smile on his face.

Michael Jackson: Master Girl Watcher!

CLUE #5:  MJ & Groupies?
  • LaToya Jackson (LaToya Jackson with Patricia Romanowski)
    While Jermaine later suggested that he and Michael snuck girls in, that's not true.

  • The Magic & The Madness, 1st edition 1991 (J. Randy Taraborelli)
Marlon: “I remember back in the early days, Michael was something to keep up with where the         girls were concerned. Believe me, Michael ain’t no virgin. No way.”
“I remember that his brothers used to tell us these wild stories about how they used to go out and get girls and bring them back to the hotel room for Michael,” Susie Jackson said. “Then Michael would supposedly have sex with these girls.”

CLUE #6: LaToya Jackson (LaToya Jackson with Patricia Romanowski)
While Jermaine later suggested that he and Michael snuck girls in, that's not true.
Back then, Michael was extremely outgoing, and a flirt too, probably from always being around older musicians. We’d pass a pretty girl, and my brother would remark, “Boy, did you see the pair of cakes on her!” Or he’d steal peeks under dresses, then ask me with a giggle, “Guess what color panties she has on?”
“Michael!” I was hardly shocked, we’d come to expect that kind of thing from him.
Having trouble reconciling these stories with your image of the adult Michael Jackson?  I have the same problem sometimes.  They almost seem like two different people to me.

CLUE #7:
Harlem Woman: Jackson Confessed To Me

A Harlem woman who says she was the first president of the Jackson Five fan club — and helped baby-sit the group during their rise to fame — is claiming Michael Jackson confessed to her in 1969 he was being molested by an adult.
Antoinette Holmes, 51, said the then-10-year-old singer bragged he was having sexual relations with an adult "girlfriend."
Holmes's attorney, Dario Navarro, said the celebrity was "world-renowned," and others knew about the molestation.
"It has bothered me for 35 years," said Holmes, who said the confession came at the Essex Hotel, where the Jacksons were staying while performing at the Apollo Theater.
One news station confirmed Holmes passed two lie-detector tests when telling the explosive story, but said they still had not decided whether to air it.
"I think the public needs to get another side of Michael and understand his childhood."
Bridget Harrison

Adult Michael Jackson:
CLUE #8:

Was Michael Jackson Gay? Teddy Riley Addresses Michael Jackson’s Sexuality
Posted: July 10, 2009 at 11:40 am
Filed Under: Who Cares Now 
Hip Hop Weekly’s Michael Jackson Tribute Issue Boasts Exclusive Interviews with Motown Records Exec/TV Producer Suzanne de Passe, Super-Producer Teddy Riley, Nation of Islam Chief Quote from Teddy Riley in the new issue: “Michael Jackson was a woman lover, trust! Dude gets it in. I have only once told a close friend that I just couldn’t believe how he gets it in. He is a real dude. He’s human. He has a child life in him. He deserves to be a baller and a player sometimes.” — Said producer Teddy Riley who worked with Michael on his huge Dangerous and Invincible albums.

CLUE #9:  Lisa Marie Presley’s Bitter Rantings of a woman scorned!
I find it interesting that in all of LMP’ supposed indifference towards Michael Jackson, she could not just stop talking about him after their fallout in the late 90s (they were still seeing each other after the divorce).  It also did not help that Priscilla was not too fond of MJ with LMP to begin with (nor were the rest of the Presleys).  But what is striking is that LMP decided to seek out what is all too clear, MJ’s biggest detractors then (Diane Sawyer) and now (Oprah).   Clarity needs to be emphasized on LMP’s past, despite her early marriage to Danny Keough, LMP was far from the innocent and naïve conservative girl she insists on her many interviews.  It is also interesting that in her mind, it was Michael Jackson who seduced, manipulated and scared her.  But it should also be noted that LMP has a certain taste for the dark side.
Rolling Stone Interview With Lisa Marie Presley
By: Chris Heath
Source: Rolling Stone
April 20, 2003 - 2:15:00 PM  
It's very strange, because there's not a lot of people who he'll allow to see who he really is -- there's probably only five or six people, not including kids, who have seen who he really is. But when you do . . . ' She smiles. 'He didn't get where he is because he's an idiot. You see a real person who's very much the opposite of what he was presenting'.

It was always like a mind that was constantly working. It was a scary thing -- somebody who's constantly at work, calculating, calculating, manipulating. And he scared me like that'.
It is during dessert that she mentions her crush on Darth Vader. 'I was obsessed with him', she says.......... That whole black dark thing I liked: the cape, the voice, the breathing, the whole thing'.
It wasn't too long after the Diane Sawyer interview that things started going wrong. 'We were really on shaky ground', she says. 'There would be periods of time where I had no idea where he was -- only by the press. He would just disappear'. The final media spectacle documenting their union's disintegration was the 1995 MTV Video Music Awards. She was in the audience; he was singing a medley of his greatest moments onstage.
'I was glaring at him', she says. 'That was a pretty infamous moment'.
Why were you glaring at him?
'Because I hadn't seen him, or heard from him, in six weeks. He got upset and he would just disappear'. She says that after about a month without any contact, his people started calling, saying that it was important that she show up at the MTV Video Music Awards. She agreed to show up if she didn't have to go down the red carpet; they consented, then led her down it anyway. 'I was pissed. I just felt like I was being used at that point'. She was then told that he was going to sing to her and that he had a surprise for her. 'I remember my whole look was: 'Don't you come anywhere fucking near me -- we haven't spoken in a month'. And he got it. He didn't come over. I talked to him later and he said, 'I saw the look on your face, and I knew that if I walked up to you, I didn't know what you were going to do me'. '
How did it come to a head?
'I'd had enough. That's all'.
You pulled the plug?
'Yes. I told him I wanted a divorce. Then he didn't talk to me for a couple of weeks'.
In the period following her split from Jackson, her health collapsed: 'My body started to deteriorate. I started to have panic attacks. I went through two years of baffling every doctor from East to West Coast. One week it was asthma . . . hypoglycemia . . . candida . . . reflux . . . I had everything. My gall bladder just fucking stopped working, and I had to get it taken out. This was when the tabloids said I tried to kill myself or something like that. We settled out of court. But anyway, I wound up in the hospital. I had everything happening; my body completely fell apart. And nobody knew what the hell was wrong with me'. She was allergic to everything. 'I had to eat chicken and broccoli for a year', she remembers. 'I was absolutely falling apart, physically and emotionally, for a two-year period'. At times she thought of death. 'It was the constant physical breakdowns that were going on that I didn't understand'.
You really thought you might not make it?

  • LMP & Priscilla with Oprah:


He Knew.
Years ago Michael and I were having a deep conversation about life in general.
I can't recall the exact subject matter but he may have been questioning me about the circumstances of my Fathers Death.
At some point he paused, he stared at me very intensely and he stated with an almost calm certainty, "I am afraid that I am going to end up like him, the way he did."
I promptly tried to deter him from the idea, at which point he just shrugged his shoulders and nodded almost matter of fact as if to let me know, he knew what he knew and that was kind of that.
14 years later   I am sitting here watching on the news an ambulance leaves the driveway of his home, the big gates, the crowds outside the gates, the coverage, the crowds outside the hospital, the Cause of death and what may have led up to it and the memory of this conversation hit me, as did the unstoppable tears.
A predicted ending by him, by loved ones and by me, but what I didn't predict was how much it was going to hurt when it finally happened.
The person I failed to help is being transferred right now to the LA County Coroners office for his Autopsy.
All of my indifference and detachment that I worked so hard to achieve over the years has just gone into the bowels of hell and right now I am gutted.
I am going to say now what I have never said before because I want the truth out there for once.
Our relationship was not "a sham" as is being reported in the press. It was an unusual relationship yes, where two unusual people who did not live or know a "Normal life" found a connection, perhaps with some suspect timing on his part. Nonetheless, I do believe he loved me as much as he could love anyone and I loved him very much.
I wanted to "save him" I wanted to save him from the inevitable which is what has just happened.
His family and his loved ones also wanted to save him from this as well but didn't know how and this was 14 years ago. We all worried that this would be the outcome then.
At that time, In trying to save him, I almost lost myself.
He was an incredibly dynamic force and power that was not to be underestimated.
When he used it for something good, It was the best and when he used it for something bad, It was really, REALLY bad.
Mediocrity was not a concept that would even for a second enter Michael Jackson's being or actions.
 I became very ill and emotionally/ spiritually exhausted in my quest to save him from certain self-destructive behavior and from the awful vampires and leeches he would always manage to magnetize around him.
I was in over my head while trying.
I had my children to care for, I had to make a decision.
The hardest decision I have ever had to make, which was to walk away and let his fate have him, even though I desperately loved him and tried to stop or reverse it somehow.
After the Divorce, I spent a few years obsessing about him and what I could have done different, in regret.
Then I spent some angry years at the whole situation.
At some point, I truly became Indifferent, until now.
As I sit here overwhelmed with sadness, reflection and confusion at what was my biggest failure to date, watching on the news almost play by play The exact Scenario I saw happen on August 16th, 1977 happening again right now with Michael (A sight I never wanted to see again) just as he predicted, I am truly, truly gutted.
Any ill experience or words I have felt towards him in the past has just died inside of me along with him.
He was an amazing person and I am lucky to have gotten as close to him as I did and to have had the many experiences and years that we had together.
I desperately hope that he can be relieved from his pain, pressure and turmoil now.
He deserves to be free from all of that and I hope he is in a better place or will be.
 I also hope that anyone else who feels they have failed to help him can be set free because he hopefully finally is.
   The World is in shock but somehow he knew exactly how his fate would be played out some day more than anyone else knew, and he was right.

I really needed to say this right now, thanks for listening.

  • Revisionist History Post June 25th with Oprah:
Part 1:

Part 2:

Part 3:

CLUE #10:  Dark Lady: An Unauthorized Lisa Marie Presley Biography 

  • A Poorly Translated (Google Translate) French Article on the Abandoned Biography:

Q: Did you have sex before the marriage?
LMP: as I said, Michael was very shy and respectful... He couldn't, even if the appeal was upset. I respected his choice but we were be able to last only until the day before the wedding...
The shy and clumsy man became a confident lover. This made me completly unprepared.
Q: How was your first night? the fIrst MJ's night?
LMP: intense, full of crushing and upset passion. Michael wanted to test where it could be bring us. So, yes HE took he initiative. They say that he's a perfectionist on stage and he is true also on bed. Sometimes it could be possible registered a CD. His shouts were unfailing. Michael was the erotic dream of every woman.
Michael liked to test every thing he thought. We didn't do it ever in the same way. Michael surpassed everytime himself.
Michael was uncorfortable on the bed, he said the bed hampered his movements. At the beginning we did standing, then sitting... it was like dancing
For Michael the pettings became an art in which he wanted to be an innovator. Michael and me thought that waiting increased the pleasure and made us unsatiable.
Q: Is it a night in particular that you can remember?
LMP... well there was a day... that time the reciprocal attraction became uncontrollable while we were eating.... I can only remember that it was a delicious cake and we were sitting on the couch. One piece of cake dropped on his pants and when I took the napkin to clean... We both looked each other thinking the same thing... In one moment we were clutched and the cake was everywhere.
Q: which is the thing that you will couln't even forget?
LMP: His look, his eyes always fixed on me, sometimes burning, sometines so much sweet... but always fixed on me.
He made me feel unique and special. He was the king for everything
  • Dark Lady German Preview (Google Translated):

    Monday, 10.30.1995

    If even a flop the plate, then at least have her scandals. As rumored, Michael Jackson, 37, at least as successful as a composer. This time, makes the controversial musician, talking with his latest album, "HIStory" lagged far behind industry expectations, again unintentionally (?) On its own.

    In the book "Dark Lady - The Unauthorized Biography of Lisa Marie Presley-Jackson (Anthony Gregoreli in the U.S. appear until early next year), the pale Jacko outed as a sex maniac - this time probably no legal consequences for him before the. 27 year old Presley's daughter for marriage to the pop prince opted, she tested for safety's sake the first time his fitness for marriage.

    When he squeaked at the peak, singing, Lisa Marie knew that she had the "best sex of my life" - even though her world-famous Lover "funny enough" clearly preferred the standing nude.
  • Dark Lady on Hard Copy

  • World Exclusive: Lisa Marie's World of Darkness

CLUE #11:  J. Randy Taraborelli on MJ & LMP
The Magic, the Madness, the Whole Story: 1958-2009 (J. Randy Taraborelli) 
According to Brett-Livingston-Stone, when Michael was about to leave, he offered Lisa a penetrating look and, in a conspiratorial voice, said, ‘You and me, we could get into a lot of trouble.  Think about that,  girl.’
He was truly misunderstood, he told her.  ‘I know you think I’m gay,’ he said.  ‘But I’m not.  I get tired of people thinking I am gay.  But, oh well, fuck them.  I know you have heard a lot of things about me, in fact,’ he continued, ‘but most of it isn’t true.  And the stuff that is true, you shouldn’t hold it against me.’  He winked at her.
‘Hey, I’m a married woman,’ Lisa said.  ‘And you’re coming on to me.’
‘Yes, but are you happy?’  Michael asked.
‘See?’  Michael remarked.  ‘I knew that.  You look like a woman who needs to let go and have some fun.  You look like a woman who needs to hook up with me.’
Lisa was unable to disguise her surprise at his candour and his…normality.  She recalled staring at him thinking, Who is this man?  She was right to be perplexed; he sure wasn’t acting like the Michael Jackson others had known over the years.  It was as if he had taken macho lessons from Joseph!  Unbeknownst to Lisa, many people along the way had tried to put together the puzzle pieces of Michael’s mercurial psychology, often flattering themselves into thinking they and they alone understood him better than others.  It usually ended badly for them; they would learn that Michael is truly the only one who understands Michael.
On February 1994, Michael telephoned Lisa Marie Presley at her estate in Hidden Hills, California.  He was at his hide-out in Westwood.  ‘Hey, listen up, girl,’ he said, according to her memory, ‘I’m heading up to Ls Vegas to see The Temptations and The Fifth Dimension.  Come with me.  I’ll get us a suite at the Mirage and we can party like there’s no tomorrow.’
‘Am I staying in the suite with you?’ she asked.
‘Hell, yeah,’ Michael said.  ‘What do you think, girl?’
‘I think I’m still married,’ Lisa said.
‘Then separate rooms, if that’s what you want,’ Michael responded.
Did they make love?  Lisa, say her friends, is a woman who enjoys physical intimacy and would not become involved in a relationship that was not sexual.
………In truth, Lisa and Michael had an intense and active sex life, which came as a surprise to many people……...’Apparently, Michael Jackson is a freak in bed,’ said Lisa’s friend Monica Pastelle.  ‘Lisa said he was amazing, and she’s been around.  Everyone was saying, “No way, Lisa.  It can’t be true.  Michael Jackson?  Are we talking about the Michael Jackson, the one with the glove?”  However, she wasn’t joking, and it wasn’t long before she didn’t think it was funny, either.’

CLUE #12:  Michael Jackson Behind the Veil

  • David Foster on Michael Jackson: Who Is This Guy?

CLUE #13:  Captured Flirtation

CLUE #14:  Michael Jackson’s On-Stage Sexual Antics:

CLUE #15:  Fan Recollection of ‘She’s Out Of My Life’

I want to tell you that i am one of the girls that went on stage with Michael Jackson back in 1993. I will skip details like how I bought the tickets, how I went to the stadium, how the atmosphere was…that’s not interesting and fades away when the real important moment comes. The moment that he reached his hand for me and I went on stage. I felt like everybody else disappeared, that me and Michael were the only persons alive, not only in that place, but on the entire Globe. I was 21 years old back then so I was no teenager with a random crush. I was a young woman that knew exactly what she feels. And I can say that I was deeply in love with him. I loved him with such awareness and passion, I loved him so tender and pure. He was and still is in my opinion the most beautiful human being possible, on the inside and outside too. I was so deeply in love with him that I was missing him sometimes without ever meeting him in person, I was dreaming at his kiss and his touch like I have experienced them before. But, oh…I did …I did kissed him and caressed him and hugged him so many times in my mind. I guess that’s why, when I finally got to do it for real it felt so familiar. When he took my hand in his that evening on stage, all my emotions, all my trembling and my fears disappeared and all I felt was warmth and peace and calm. I felt like I finally found my place on this earth, I felt like coming home after a long long travel. I felt I belonged there, by his side, holding his hand. I never forgot not even one detail about that few minutes with him. I still feel how soft his skin was. The moment from when he took my hand until I reached his arms, embracing what I feel it was the warmest hug in the world , seemed to me like the longest second in my life. It was like slow motion, I had time to see all his features, in the smallest details, I saw my image in the crystal clear of his eyes, I saw how he inspired and exhaled air, I saw the little drops of sweat on his forehead. My God, he was just perfect. That moment was perfect. I felt like being part of a picture, I felt I had all the time in the world to look in his eyes and discover all that’s hidden there. But no, the power of his embrace kind of awaken me, I started hearing his voice as he was hugging me. He was singing in my ear but I couldn’t really hear the words, I just heard his angelic voice and I remember I was very concentrated on the warmth of his breath pounding my ear and cheek. Then I pressed my cheek on his in the need of feeling his skin…and oh, it was soft and warm and his hair was caressing my face and I put my nose on his neck and I will remember all my life the way his skin smelled. It was like no other perfume or skin I ever scented after. I spent many hours in perfume shops over the years trying to find that one fragrance but I couldn’t. I guess its because its said that perfumes smell different on every man depending on his skin and body temperature. Anyway, for me, that is the smell of Heaven. After, you can imagine I watched the video tape with me on stage a thousand times and I can see that I was kinda dancing, my feet were moving and I smiled while tears were coming out from my eyes but I have to tell u honestly, that I don’t recall myself moving at all. For me that moment was still and quiet and romantic and very, very tender. I felt like we were two lovers after making love, just laying there in bed caressing each other and staring in each others eyes. I kissed Michael on the cheek and on his hand while he was caressing my face , and I kissed his neck. I totally believe that kissing a mans neck is so intimate and sexy and I was trembling and I can swear on God that he was too. And then is when I went crazy and tried to kiss him on his lips and no matter what everybody believes or not, we really kissed. I took him by surprise kissing his lips and he gentle tried to push me away at first but I caressed him and looked into his eyes between tears and he stared at me and that’s when he kissed me back with so much love. Ill remember all my life that his lips were very soft but kind of cold, or maybe it seemed to me being cold in comparing with his very hot breath. He took my lower lip in his mouth and grabbed it a little with his teeth, after he released it we stood a few seconds like that mouth to mouth and I whispered “I love you Michael” and then he put his mouth near my ear and he said: “I love you more” but he put an accent on the word YOU, like he was letting me know that he really means what he says , he really has this feeling for me, hes not just saying this like a cliché. Then he hold me very tight in his arms a few moments and I did the same, I felt like neither one of us wanted to let go. But while we were holding each other the bodyguard came and took me away. And i swear he didn’t want to, he didn’t called for them, he hadn’t how to sign them cause his hands were busy holding me and he was looking straight into my eyes, so he couldn’t wink or anything else. I guess someone backstage saw that Michael forgot about time and this moment is taking too long and so sent the bodyguard in. I remember when the bodyguard grabbed me I tightened my arms around Michaels neck and he did the same, instead of trying to get away, he grabbed me stronger. I knew in that instant that whatever will happen from now on and whatever will people think, me and Michael had a really intimate moment there on stage, infront of thousands of people we were in love.

After I went back at my place it was crazy, everybody wanted to touch me, they were pulling me back and forth, asking me all kind of questions, almost reaping my clothes off of me, it was insane but I didn’t care, I didn’t pay any attention, not even to my friends. I was just looking at Michael, searching for his look and trust me, I found it. He was looking after me in the crowd while he was finishing the song and when our eyes found each other it was magic. Tears were rushing out of my eyes and his eyes were on tears too. I felt such a pain in that moment, I felt my heart was torn into little pieces like I have broken with a lover after 7 years of relationship. In fact, there were like 3 minutes in the arms of my lover. And it was painful cause I realized it was an impossible love, those 3 minutes were more intense that anything else I lived by then and after but that was all there was to this story. I know he felt it too but we were a God and a mortal human being that could never have a life together. He finished the song called by faith “She’s out of my life” in tears, he stood for a few moments on stage, with his wet eyes staring at me and then he disappeared. He came back after a few minutes and went on with the show. I stayed till the end, of course, but I couldn’t enjoy the songs and the entertainment anymore. I was in pain.

In the days that followed the concert, I confided in a few friends and told them all I wrote here but nobody believed me or understood me. They thought I was making up that kiss we had, they said I was covering our faces with my hand just to create the illusion that we were kissing and that he let me only for publicity and that he probably had a signal with the bodyguards when they came to take me and that his tears at the end of the song were routine for him, he was just acting cause he is also a good actor not only a singer. They told me im imagining him looking at me from the stage back in the crowd and so on.

Well, I didn’t blame them for not believing me but I stopped saying this story to anyone. When I was asked about that moments I just said it was great, I feel very lucky, he was very nice and good to me and that’s all. I kept that moment for myself cause I believe that’s how was meant to be, a private moment between me and him.

I loved him dearly all my life and I will love him till I will close my eyes forever. And again, let me remind you, im not telling that I love him like a memory, like an idol, like the king of pop…I love him deeply like my lover, I missed him every second of my life, I was worried for him when he was sick, I suffered for him when he was in trouble, I was jealous when he got married, I was happy when he had his kids, I smiled and I cried with him and now….now when he is gone im devastated. I cant sleep and I cant eat, I cant stop crying, I cant stop blaming myself and everyone else for not doing something to help him. I took him for granted, I got myself to believe from that moment when we looked at each other on that stadium that he was a God and so I never got myself to write a letter or to try to get in contact with him again. And now im so sorry for that, maybe I could’ve done something to help him, maybe he needed to know that he is loved and not alone.
I am now 38 years old and I am married, although I never told my husband he knows I never loved him like I love Michael and I never will. He witnessed me a lot of times looking at the tape from that concert and crying. But he knows I love him too and I value our marriage and our family and he didn’t even get upset when I called our son Michael. Little Michael is now 10 years old and of course he knows he was named after the great Michael Jackson and I took care to introduce him to his work and now he loves him too. He listens to his music and he watches his videos and he always talks with a great admiration about him. I told him all about Michaels life, about what great soul he had, about his charity work, about him loving all human beings and nature and animals, about how he turned the other cheek to the people that harmed him and he never wanted revenge.I taught my son to be good and caring and loving and giving person. And I believe that would do Michael smile from up there in Heaven where he is right now.
It was not easy for me to tell you this story but there have been 16 years since I last told it and now that he is gone I felt like I needed to let it out once again.

It comforts me knowing that we had a precious moment that I cherished all my life and I know he felt the same and he kept that moment in his memory too. I loved him all my life and I always will and I believe that even for a few minutes he was in love with me too.

Thank you so much for giving me this opportunity and may God bless his gentle soul!

I love you Michael, forever

CLUE #16:  MJ on the Shmuley Tapes:
Shmuley Boteach:  Let me ask you about loneliness.  So wherever you travel, you, thank God, have an entourage.  People you've been with for a long time, Frank and Skip [Michael's bodyguard at the time, a very pleasant and decent man from new Orleans].  But it's still not like having a wife in your life or something.  Do you get lonely?  Or is there so much going on in your life that it doesn't really happen? 
Michael Jackson:  Like lonely for like a wife?  For a mate?  Like that? 
SB:  Yeah. 
MJ:  I've been through two bad divorces and I just got out of the second one.  Even when married to those women that I was married to, I'd go to bed hurting.  I was crying last night as I went to sleep and I didn't sleep good last night.  And I cry, Shmuley, because I feel this... and I'm not trying, I'm telling you the honest truth and if you don't believe me you can ask Frank.  Frank knew how I was hurting.
MJ:  I'm not easy to live with in that way for a wife.  I'm not easy and I know I'm not easy.  Because I give all my time to someone else.  I give it to children, I give it to somebody sick somewhere, to the music.  And women want to be the center.  And I remember Lisa Marie would always say to me, "I'm not a piece of furniture, I'm not a piece of furniture.  You just can't..."  I say, "I don't want you to be a piece of furniture,".....
SB:  But I'm a believer in marriage.  So when your relationship with Lisa started falling apart was it very hard?  Your idealism about the family, everything you believed in building the intimate family you always wanted, especially because you know... 
MJ:  I wanted children and she didn't. 
SB:  She felt she had her kids. 
MJ:  Yeah, and she promised me that before we married, that would be the first thing we'd do was have children.  So I was broken-hearted and I walked around all the time holding these little baby dolls and I'd be crying, that's how badly I wanted them.  So I was determined to have children.  It disappointed me that she wouldn't keep her promise to me, you know?  After we got divorced she would hang out with my mother all the time.  I have all these letters saying, “I'll give you nine children.  I'll do whatever you want," and of course the press don't know all these stories and she tried for months and months and I just became too hard-hearted at that point.  I closed my mind to the whole situation. 
SB:  So she thought maybe you could get back together? 
MJ:  Uh huh.

  • Verifying MJ’s Assertions of LMP’s attempts to Rekindle their Romance:


  • What ended the marriage & Debbie Rowe?


CLUE #17:  Diana Ross

The videos & excerpts below are those which I believe to be true as they are substantiated by other sources, sources I have gathered here.  Now it is striking that MJ’s affinity for Diana Ross stemmed from an early age, an early age which clearly depicts a young man with an infatuation.  Now, the question here is, was this boyhood crush ever reciprocated?  Personally, I believe this infatuation was in fact reciprocated & returned to a certain degree, how & when is up to you to decide.  But ponder on those presented below, as well as MJ’s earlier albums particularly Off the Wall, and the succeeding albums up to Dangerous.  The one thing that I find very telling is their body language, do you see it?  Have you ever seen MJ as radiant as he was when he was with Diana?  Or as devastated and diminished after?  Michael Jackson in my opinion was most honest and comfortable expressing his thoughts through his art (music and dancing), I find his songs to be the most transparent of the persona that is Michael Jackson.  & I find that it is there where we will find most of our answers, especially as one keeps an eye on the timeline the song pertains to or coincides with.





  • MOONWALK (Michael Jackson’s One & Only Autobiograpy)
…..I'm crazy about her. She was my mother, my lover, and my sister all combined in one amazing person.
We still talk now and then, and I guess you’d have to say she was my first love – after Diana. When I heard Diana Ross was getting married, I was happy for her because I knew it would make her very joyous. Still, it was hard for me, because I had to walk around pretending to be overwhelmed that Diana was getting married to this man I’d never met. I wanted her to be happy, but I have to admit that I was a bit hurt and a little jealous because I’ve always loved Diana and always will.

  • EBONY 1982
Ebony: Any Black ladies in your life?
Michael: "Sure, but you wouldn't take me seriously."
Ebony: Try me.
Michael: "It's Diana Ross. I love her."
Ebony: Do you mean as a "big sister?"
Michael: "No, that's not what I mean. See, I told you that you wouldn't take me seriously."
Ebony: You're not saying you'd like to marry Diana Ross, are you?
Michael: "Oh yeah, I'm saying that."
Ebony: But she's so much older than you. You mean you feel something other than close friendship for her?
Michael: "Uh huh. And what does age have to do with it? Look at it this way: how old would you be if you didn't even know how old you are?"

  • Michael Jackson’s WILL
…..If any of my children are minors at the time of my death, I nominate my mother, Katherine Jackson as guardian of the persons and estate of such minor children. If Katherine Jackson fails to survive me, or is unable or unwilling to act as guardian, I nominate Diana Ross as guardian of the persons and estates of such minor children

  • MJ’s Songs in Relation to Diana Ross
A few songs from Michael Jackson’s varied albums are presented here that in 1 way or another reflects his relationship with Diana Ross.  Some like She’s Out of My Life was penned by Tom Behler, but nonetheless the empathic singing I believe is due to Diana Ross.

She’s Out of My Life (Off the Wall)
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands

So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late

She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life    

Get On the Floor (Off the Wall)
Ah Get On The Floor And Dance
Ah, On The Floor And Dance

So Get On The Floor
And Dance With Me
I Love The Way You Shake Your Thing

There's A Chance For Dancin'
All Night Long
There's A Chance For Groovin'
And It Will Be Soothing
With A Song

Then Why Don't You Just
Dance Across The Floor
'Cause There's A Chance For Chances
And The Chance Is Choosin'
And I Sure Would Like Just To Groove With You

So Get On The Floor
And Dance With Me
I Love The Way You Shake Your Thing
So Get On The Floor
And Dance With Me
I Love The Way You Shake That Thing (Girl)

No Need For Rejection
Determined To Be
Gonna Groove Gonna Move Ya
Gonna Say Things To Ya
Just Wait And See

Then Why Don't You Just
Dance Across The Floor
'Cause There's A Chance For Choices
And It's You I'm Choosin'
And I Sure Would Like Just To Groove With You

So Get On The Floor
And Dance With Me
I Love The Way You Shake Your Thing

So Get On The Floor And Dance With Me
I Love The Way You Shake That Thing Girl

Get Up Won't You G'on Down
Shake Your Body Won't You G'on Get Down
Get Up Won't You G'on Down
Shake Your Body Won't You G'on Get Down...

So Get On The Floor And Dance With Me
I Love The Way You Shake That Thing Girl Especially
So Get On The Floor And Dance With Me
I Love The Way You Shake That Thing Girl

Get Up Won't You G'on Down
Shake Your Body Won't You G'on Get Down
Get Up Won't You G'on Down
Shake Your Body Won't You G'on Get Down
Get Up Won't You G'on Down
Shake Your Body Won't You G'on Get Down
Get Up Won't You G'on Down
Shake Your Body Won't You G'on Get Down

Dirty Diana (Bad)
You'll never make me stay
So take your weight off of me
I know your every move
So won't you just let me be
I've been here times before
But I was to blind to see
That you seduce every man
This time you won't seduce me

She's saying that's ok
Hey baby do what you please
I have the stuff the you want
I am the thing that you need
She looked me deep in the eyes
She's touchin' me so to start
She says there's no turnin' back
She trapped me in her heart

Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, no
Dirty Diana
Let me be!

Oh no...
Oh no...
Oh no...

She likes the boys in the band
She knows when they come to town
Every musician's fan after the
curtain comes down
She waits at backstage doors
For those who have prestige
Who promise fortune and fame
A life that's so carefree

She's says that's ok
Hey baby do what you want
I'll be your night lovin' thing
I'll be the freak you can taunt
And I don't care what you say
I want to go too far
I'll be your everything
If you make me a star

Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, no
Dirty Diana...
Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, no
Dirty Diana...
Dirty Diana!
It's Dia...aa...aa...ana!

She said I have to go home
'Cause I'm real tired you see
But I hate sleepin' alone
Why don't you come with me
I said my baby's at home
She's probably worried tonight
I didn't call on the phone to
Say that I'm alright

Diana walked up to me,
She said I'm all yours tonight
At that I ran to the phone
Sayin' baby I'm alright
I said but unlock the door.
Because I forgot the key.
She said he's not coming back
Because he's slepping with me

Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, no   

Leave Me Alone (Bad)
Aaow!-Hoo Hoo!

I Don't Care What You Talkin'
'Bout Baby
I Don't Care What You Say
Don't You Come Walkin'
Beggin' Back Mama
I Don't Care Anyway
Time After Time I Gave You All Of My Money
No Excuses To Make
Ain't No Mountain That I
Can't Climb Baby
All Is Going My Way

('Cause There's A Time When
You're Right)
(And You Know You Must
Who's Laughing Baby, Don't
You Know
(And There's The Choice That
We Make)
(And This Choice You Will
Who's Laughin' Baby

So Just Leave Me Alone
Leave Me Alone
(Leave Me Alone)
(Leave Me Alone)
Leave Me Alone
(Leave Me Alone)
(Leave Me Alone)
(Leave Me Alone)
Leave Me Alone-Stop It!
Just Stop Doggin' Me Around
(Just Stop Doggin' Me)

There Was A Time I Used To
Say Girl I Need You
But Who Is Sorry Now
You Really Hurt, You Used To
Take And Deceive Me
Now Who Is Sorry Now
You Got A Way Of Making Me
Feel So Sorry
I Found Out Right Away
Don't You Come Walkin'-
Beggin' I Ain't Lovin' You
Don't You Get In My Way
(There's A Time When You're
(And You Know You Must
Who's Laughing Baby-Don't
You Know?
(And There's The Choice That
We Make)
(And This Choice You Will
Who's Laughin' Baby?

So Just Leave Me Alone
Leave Me Alone
(Leave Me Alone)
(Leave Me Alone)
Leave Me Alone
Leave Me Alone
(Leave Me Alone)
(Leave Me Alone)
(Leave Me Alone)
Stop It!
Just Stop Doggin' Me Around
(Just Stop Doggin' Me)

('Cause There's A Time When
You're Right)
(And You Know You Must
Who's Laughing Baby, Don't
You Know, Girl
(It's The Choice That We
(And This Choice You Will
Who's Laughin' Baby

So Just Leave Me Alone
Leave Me Alone
(Leave Me Alone)
(Leave Me Alone)
Leave Me Alone
Leave Me Alone
(Leave Me Alone)
(Leave Me Alone)
(Leave Me Alone)
Stop It!
Just Stop Doggin' Me Around
Leave Me Alone
Leave Me Alone
(Leave Me Alone)
(Leave Me Alone)
Leave Me Alone
(Leave Me Alone)
Leave Me Alone-Stop It!

Just Stop Doggin' Me Around
(Just Stop Doggin' Me)
Don't Come Beggin' Me
Don't Come Beggin'
Don't Come Lovin' Me
Don't Come Beggin'
I Love You
I Don't Want It
I Don't . . .
I Don't . . .
I Don't . . .
I . . .I . . ., Aaow!
Hee Hee!
Don't Come Beggin' Me
Don't Come Beggin'
Don't Come Lovin' Me
Don't Come Beggin'
I Love You
I Don't Want It
I Don't Need It

And the following is a song Diana Ross cowrote from an album released in 1995 ‘Take Me Higher’.

Drop the Mask

Look in the mirror, who do you see
Where is the man that you used to be
When you turn off the world and turn down the lights
Do you ever wonder who you are tonight

I knew you then, i love you now
You can call me up when it gets you down
Behind the shades there's someone real
Behind your eyes i wonder how you feel

This is me talking to you
There's just one thing i'm asking you to do

You gotta drop the mask, be yourself
Drop the mask
Trust someone else

No one knows what you're going through
Whatever it is, i'll be there for you
If you drop the mask, be yourself
Drop the mask
Trust someone else

I was there when it all began
I still remember the boy within the man
I understand what it means to run and hide
There's so much that we're holding onto deep down inside

This is me talking to you
The only thing that i want you to do

You gotta drop the mask, be yourself
Drop the mask
Trust someone else

No one knows what you're going through
Whatever it is, i'll be there for you
When you drop the mask, be yourself
Drop the mask
Trust someone else

Drop the mask
Drop the mask
Let down your guard, open your heart
Unlose your chains, don't be afraid
Drop the mask
Be yourself
Be yourself
Trust someone else
You gotta drop the mask
Let down your guard, oh you gotta drop the mask
Trust someone else
You gotta drop the mask

CLUE#18:  Known Past Relationships

  • MOONWALK (Michael Jackson’s One & Only Autobiograpy)
I have a goody-goody image in the press and I hate that , but it's hard to fight because I don't normally talk about myself. I AM A SHY PERSON. It's true. I don't like giving interviews or appearing on talk shows.

Everybody has many facets to them and I'm no different. When I'm in public, I often feel shy and reserved. Obviously, I feel differently away from the glare of the cameras and staring people. My friends, my close associates, know there's another Michael....

CLUE#19:  Michael Jackson’s Pornography Stash
There seems to be a lot of confusion surrounding the porn that was found during the raid. Was it his? Was there any gay porn found? Was there any child pornography? So, if it was his… what kind of porn was Mikey into? 
What porn was found?
This is as full a list of his pornography as I’ve found. You can click on some to see their covers
1 E X H I B I T S
4 471 Photo of female image 3711
5 472 Photo of female image 3711
6 473 Photo of female image 3711
7 474 Photo of female image 3711
8 475 Photo of female image 3711
9 476 Hustler centerfold,
10 August 1992 3711
11 477 Playboy centerfold, Miss October 3711
12 478 Registration card for
13 briefcase 3711
14 479 Playboy centerfold, Miss November 3711
15 480 Playboy centerfold,
16 Miss March 3711
17 481 Hustler centerfold, June 1993 3711
18 482 Page 28 from “G-Spot”
19 article 3711
20 483 Playboy centerfold, unknown date 3711
21 484 Penthouse Page No. 153-154 3711
22 485 Centerfold, Miss May 3711
23 486 Penthouse, Page 8 3711
24 487 Penthouse centerfold 3711
25 488 Playboy centerfold 3711
26 489 Penthouse centerfold 3711
27 490 Penthouse, August 1991 3711
28 491 Penthouse centerfold 3711 
1 E X H I B I T S
4 492 Club International centerfold 3711
5 493 Penthouse, double page 6/211 3711
6 494 Penthouse centerfold 3711
7 495 Penthouse, May 1992 3711
8 496 Hustler, Centerfold Special Holiday Honey 1991 3711
9 497 Penthouse centerfold 3711
10 498 Penthouse centerfold 3711
11 499 Penthouse, November 1991,
501 Playboy Magaine, Centerfold Miss November, SBSO 31
502 Playboy Nagazine, Centerfold Miss February (Not same:
503 Playboy Magazine, Centerfold Miss December, SBSO #3
504 Al Golstein’s 100 Best Adult Videos Advertisement, SBSO
505 Playboy Magazine, Centerfold SBSO #31722
506 Hustler Magazine Cover, May 1992, SBSO #317BBB
508 Page from Unknown Magazine, SBSO #317CCC
509 Brown Paper Envelope, SBSO #317F
510 Stiff Dick for Lynn Magazine (In Notebook), SBSO #317
511 Barely Legal Magazine, SBSO #3171
512 Just Legal Magazine, (Premier Issue) (In Notebook), SBSO
513 Finally Legal Magazine (In Notebook), SBSO #317L
514 Playboy Magazine, February 1993 (In Notebook), SBSO #317M
515 Hustler Magazine, Barely Legal (In Notebook), SBSO #3170
516 Playboy Magazine, December 1994 (In Notebook), SBSO #317P
517 Playboy Magazine, May 1994 (In Notebook), SBSO #317Q
518 Hustler Magazine, Barely Legal (In Notebook), SBSO #317R
519 Penthouse Magazine (In Notebook), SBSO #317S
520 Visions of Fantasy Magazine, A Hard Rock Affair (In Notebook), SBSO #3171
521 Visions of Fantasy Magazine, Sam Jose’s Black Starlett (In Notebook), SBSO
522 Double Dicking Caroline Magazine (In Notebook) SBSO #317V
523 Big Tits and a Hard Stud Magazine
524 Hustler Magazine, sBSO #317X
525 “The Second Female G-Spot” Article (In Notebook) SBSO #317BB
526 File Folder Title PRN, SBSBO #317DDD
527 File Folder Titled, “Thank You” SBSO #317EEE
528 Celebrity Skin Magazine (In Notebook) SBSO #317FFF
4 531 Oui, March 1998 in binder 3701
5 532 Over 50, Volume 5, #9, 1996 in binder 3700
6 533 XX rated, April 1995; XX
7 Close Up, April 1995 in binder 3701
8 534 Just 18, Volume 4,
9 Issue No. 10 3700
10 535 Plumpers centerfold 3700
11 536 Hustler, August 1992 in binder 3700
12 537 Hustler, April 1998
13 (No cover) in binder 3699
14 538 Penthouse, March 1992 in binder 3699
15 539 Juggs, June 1996
16 in binder 3699
17 540 44 Plus, June 1996 in binder 3699
18 541 Plumpers, May 1996
19 in binder 3698
20 542 Club International, March 1998 in binder 3698
543 Live Young Girls, September
22 2003 in binder 3701
23 544 Finally Legal, July 2003 in notebook 3702
24 545 Finally Legal Freshman Class
25 Orgy, August 2002 in binder 3702
26 546 Purely 18, October 2002 3703 in binder
27 547 Purely 18, December 2002
28 in binder 3703 
1 E X H I B I T S
3 548 Tight, November 2002
4 in binder 3703
5 549 Hawk, November 2002 in binder 3704
6 550 Hawk, January 2003
7 in binder 3704
8 551 Live Young Girls, June 2003 in binder 3704
9 554 Girlfriends in binder 3709
10 555 Live Young Girls in binder 3709
11 556 Parade 3709
12 557 Finally Legal, February 2003
13 in binder 3710
14 558 Girls of Barely Legal in binder 3710
15 559 Hawk, February 2003 in binder 3710
16 560 Girlfriends, Special Ediitons
17 in binder 3711
18 563 White binder containing The Girls of Penthouse, August
19 2003 in binder 3708
20 564 White binder containing Barely Legal, July 200
21 in binder 3708
24 Gallery 5/2002 3708
25 580 Binder containing Playboy
26 Couples Volume 2, Issue 2 3707
27 584 Original evidence bag 3707
28 3602
1 E X H I B I T S
4 585 White binder containing Barely Legal, Anniversary
5 2002 3707
6 586 Original evidence bag 3705
7 587 White binder containing Naughty Neighbors, December
15 317-O, Hustler Barely Legal 3621 3643 
Pimps Up, Hos Down (documentary)
4 Barely Legal DVDs (Fresh Picked Pink, Dirty Teens Come Clean, Hot! Wet! Tight! Pink! and Fuck Me I’m Legal)
Michael Ryan’s Believe It Or Not
Sloppy Dogs Presents: Fuck Me, I’m a Bad Girl
Adult World #2 
Internet pornography:
With the ruling, jurors were denied the chance to sample the offerings of Websites such as, and One hard drive alone contained 1,700 photos of “adult erotic material,” Santa Barbara County Deputy District Attorney Gordon Auchincloss said.
1 Item #346: MacIntosh Power Book G3 laptop computer found in Jackson’s master bedroom;
2 which contained:
21 graphic nude female images from “Teen Sex” Internet site.
4 Item #347a: Power Mac G4 located in Jackson’s master bedroom; which contained:
5 19 graphic nude female images;
6 Records of multiple visits to the following websites:
8 -
9 Item #347b: Power Mac G4 located in Jackson’s master bedroom; which contained:
10 10 teenage sex imaging; documentation of user LD as “King 777 tut / privacy 969.”
11 Item #344 Sony, Vaio model PCV —- W20 laptop computer, located adjacent to the master
bedroom; which contained:
- Adult erotica: user ID:“Marcel Jackson / Dr. Black.” 

Was there any child pornography?
There’s a very simple answer to that one: child pornography is illegal full stop. Regardless of any child molestation charges, if he had been found to have porn involving minors he would have been arrested, charged and placed on the sex offender’s register — that simple. 
Any of it homoerotic?
Nope. All of it was hetero with some lesbian themed issues. 
How do we know if they were his?To begin with, he admitted that they were his:
The THRILLER singer’s attorney THOMAS MESEREAU told jurors his famous client had a healthy interest in adult females, on the second day of Jackson’s child molestation trial in Santa Maria. 
Mesereau said, “Mr Jackson will tell you he found these kids going through his briefcase and he grabbed these magazines and locked them in this briefcase. “Mr Jackson will freely admit he does read girlie magazines PLAYBOY and HUSTLER, (but) absolutely denies showing them to children.”
Secondly, this is where the porn was found:

It was found in a box underneath his bed, in his nighstand, his den, a briefcase in a closet under his bed and next to a sink in his locked bathroom. 
I’ve heard that some of it was porn confiscated from his employees, or that it had been planted by the defense in order to make him look straight, or that it belonged to a guest staying with him?
None of that makes any logical sense. Why would Michael keep confiscated porn with his things? Not only with his things, but keep it under his bed, in his nightstand, and locked in his bathroom? If the porn disgusted him so much that he had it confiscated, why not — and this is totally crazy and off the wall — throw it out? Why were these supposed employees of his bringing porn into Neverland to begin with? Not just one or two recent issues, but issues dating all the way back to 1991? They couldn’t bear to part with certain copies and brought them along, with 74 other back issues? That’s some kind of homesickness. 
If the porn had been planted by his defense team, why throw in porn dating back to 1991? Did they decide to throw in Plumpers, 44 Plus and Over 50 as a personal joke against Michael? So they brought along their own porn and hid it with his things… This would have had to be before Gavin had arrived, because his fingerprints were on a few issues of porn found in that briefcase. 
And if it belonged to a guest, why was it amongst his things? Michael’s house was big enough that a guest could comfortably keep their own briefcase of porn in their own bedroom, without it getting in the way of anyone else or needing to be looked after by Michael. 
He fought against it being used in the court case because the defense beileved it to be irrelevant. If he had planted it, why would he do that? 
What about these fingerprints?
Another group of magazines contained only fingerprints of Jackson – 12 in all – and those included issues of Playboy and a publication called Visions of Fantasy, Sam and Jose’s Black Starlett. 
Lodi News Sentinel, May 2005 -,2738041
The reason why his fingerprints were only found on a few magazines was because the prosecution only tested a few magazines. There was no intention to show that these were Michael’s or that he used them — this wouldn’t help the prosecution’s case and for the defense it was a matter of redundancy; Michael had admitted they were his, they were found in his bedroom and private belongings, of course they were his. 
They were only interested in seeing if the magazines that Gavin had claimed to touch had also been touched by Michael (this was to try to prove that what Gavin had said was true and that Mike had been showing them the magazines). Of course, Gavin hadn’t realized just how much porn Michael had or where he had kept it all, so there was no need to test certain copies that Gavin had no knowledge of; it would only hurt the prosecution’s case by proving that Michael had no intentions of showing children his porn. 
So what does this say about Michael?
Well, to begin with, it can be said he was an equal opportunity lover. His porn included black women, chubby women, older women.  The Asexual Brigade seem keen to point out that asexuals can also use porn, so this doesn’t strictly mean he desired anyone sexually, but I think that’s just another way to try and emasculate Michael and make it seem as though even if he had porn and he enjoyed it, he was still somehow incapable of having sex with women. If all this porn had been found in another male celebrity’s house, would people also automatically assume that it wasn’t his, that he didn’t enjoy it and that he didn’t transfer this enjoyment out of the women in these magazines into the real world? 
These people seem keen to ignore the articles Michael had (carefully cut out and kept) on the G-Spot. I can’t see any reason why a person would keep articles like that unless they were interested in pleasuring a woman and this was something that gave them pleasure. Unless, maybe he was just really into the anatomy? 
If these porn mags were something he collected out of idle curiousity, why have so many and why keep them? They dated all the way back to 1991. Porn mags are all pretty much the same, why have them collected over a period of 12 years? The type of porn people watch on a regular basis indicates their personal interests and Mike’s porn is pretty consistent. 
Also, he married Debbie Rowe and is rumoured to have had affairs with many older women, isn’t it uncanny that his porn collection seems to mirror these sexual relationships? That’s all I’m gonna say about that.

CLUE#20:  Who Chased Whom?

Lisa still had not separated herself from Priscilla after she married Danny Keough.  Her baby, a daughter named Danielle, was the very image of both Priscilla and Lisa Marie as toddlers.  A paparazzi's exclusive baby photograph of Danielle, Elvis Presley's first grandchild, fetched $450,000 from people magazine and the 'Star'.  According to Myrna Smith, who had been close to Lisa since she was a child, "Lisa had problems with danny all along.  She's doing to her men what her Dad did to his women, which is isolating them and not letting them go out and get a job."  When he married Lisa, Danny Keough was a young twenty-one, a good-looking musician wanna-be who played in the occasional gig with a few other Scientologists and was known to flirt with the ladies.  Brett Strong, the artist and family friend, noticed a conflict between Danny and Lisa that was similar to the one that had existed between Priscilla and Elvis: a competition between spouses as to who would be famous and who would stay at home.  "It was frustrating to Danny that Lisa was the one who had all of the fame and glory (even though) she hadn't accomplished anything; she just happened to be born that way, where I think Danny wanted to be this famous musician.  And I know for sure that detracted from their relationship, because Lisa was looking for Love and attention."  When Danny was on the road performing, Lisa and the baby stayed at the Summit house with Priscilla and Marco (Priscilla's boyfriend) and Navarone (LMP's half brother & Priscilla's son).  Lisa, recalled a close friend, was "leery" of Marco at first, and her relationship with Priscilla was, as it had been for some time, "strained."
Sometime in 1991, after she had been married three years, Lisa, then twenty-three, telephoned Brett Strong. It was not the first time Lisa had turned to Brett to commiserate about her life. “She used to call me now and then when the relationship with Danny wasn’t working out to the effect that she wanted, love-wise.”..........

In 1991,, Lisa was restless and unfulfilled. “She wanted to do more with her life than just have her life go by,” Brett said. She and Danny were arguing mildly about his career versus hers, "and now he was going off snowboarding and taking trips all the time, probably trying to resolve his life."  Lisa was clearly in a struggle to find her identity, which was not surprising considering the surreal nature of her existence.........
Lisa Marie, as her father called her, had become a celebrity and multimillionaire simply by virtue of her birth, and the unrelenting media glare was overwhelming.  The year before, she had telephoned a young producer’s office by mistake, thinking that she was dialing Marco’s production company, and according to the producer's girlfriend, she opened her soul to a perfect stranger.  Lisa apparently confided in the producer her marital woes, discussed the possibility of aborting another child by Danny, and talked about writing a book about her life, as if she had dialed a crisis hot line.  The astonished producer would not comment on the bizarre experience later, except to say, "Even to this day I'm sort of at a loss at what exactly happened, so I think it's best to just let it go.  It's really, you know, a mystery to me the whole thing....I'm sure Lisa's totally got her life together at this stage."

She was, by all appearances, deeply troubled. Lisa still had a desire to be in show business, to be famous in her own right, and she turned, that year to Jerry Schilling (who had been close friend of Elvis and was one of the original members of his entourage) for guidance. Having decided to become an actress, she enlisted Jerry as her manager. She wanted, he recalled, to be a star. Jerry went along with it, not so secretly hoping she would switch to singing........ “I managed her as an actress,” said Jerry, “but I kept saying, ‘Lisa, you are going to sing.’ And she said, ‘I don’t want to hear about it.’ ”  Lisa’s acting career fizzled, going no further than a false press report, in May of 1991, that she would costar with Vanilla Ice in his next movie. She took a few acting lessons and became bored and discouraged because she was not an instant success.

During the summer or early fall of 1992, Jerry Schilling received the green light from Lisa that he had been hoping for since the day she was a child. “She called me from the car phone one day and said, ‘I can sing!’ And I knew what that meant.” Lisa Marie Presley had suddenly decided, for whatever reason, that her voice could be compared to her famous father’s and she was ready to withstand the media scrutiny and aim full-tilt for a recording career.  She was, recalled Jerry, "scared and happy, and I liked that."  Jerry Schilling again became Lisa’s manager. “Jerry would tell me,” recalled Brett, "when he was married to Myrna,‘If only (Lisa) would practice, she would be as good as her father.’ Jerry always wanted to be the manager, I saw that.”
Jerry thought Lisa had, a "great" voice, "a cross between Aretha Franklin and Bonnie Raitt.” Once Lisa’s decision was made, Jerry took her through "the normal process."  She engaged her husband, Danny, as her producer and began writing songs with him, recalled both Jerry and Brett. “We went to the studios and got the musicians,” said Jerry. “When we got there, Aretha was the first thing she did on demo.”..........  Lisa, aware of all the pressure on her, was inhibited, remembered Jerry. The only person she would allow inside the studio—the only one who could get her into the studio--was Danny. “Danny started working with her and did a great job. A lot of it was confidence and pulling her along.”
Jerry then sent Lisa’s demo tapes to a large record company, "and didn’t tell them who it was. She got three major deals.”........ 
Lisa became pregnant in the process of recording her demos and gave birth to a son name Benjamin in October of 1992, putting a temporary halt to her plans to record.  She was also, recalled Myrna, concerned about her lack of experience but too self-conscious to acquire the necessary practice in front of an audience.  "I tried to get her to sing at a karaoke bar out of town, where everybody is singing out of tune."  It was too "scary" for Lisa, said Myrna. 
Jerry was, by his recollections, finalizing plans to close a record deal for Lisa with Epic when things suddenly shifted course. Unbeknownst to Jerry, Lisa was impatient with the conservative, traditional route he was taking as her manager, representing her as an “upcoming new young talent,” taking the steps he would have followed for any other beginning artist. She phoned Brett throughout the summer of 1992 expressing her dissatisfaction. “That didn’t (set well) with Lisa,” as Brett put it. “She was like, ‘Hey, hang on a second! I’m Elvis Presley’s daughter!...Separate me from any other young and upcoming singer.’ But she obviously didn’t say that to Jerry.”

Lisa’s phone calls gave rise to an inspiration on Brett’s part. He had become a successful artist, famous for a million-dollar portrait he had painted of Michael Jackson, who had become his personal friend. Brett, the great connector, considered introducing Lisa to Michael. “She had the talent as well as the beauty and the name, so I thought Wow! The sky is the limit. What an image! I had known Michael for six years or more, and I thought maybe I could introduce Lisa to Michael Jackson. I thought, Hey, the person to get is Michael Jackson, because he’s an artist, instead of dealing with businessmen who would just categorize her and work her way up.” Michael had a new record label, Brett knew, and was looking for exciting, undiscovered talent. Who better than Lisa Marie Presley? “I didn’t discuss this with anyone,” said Brett. “I just thought about it and went about my business and thought that sometime in the future Lisa would like to have a conversation with Michael. From what I could see, Lisa was disenchanted with Jerry’s representation because she didn’t like what the head guy at Sony in New York had told her about where she had to begin and what she had to do—that she had to crawl before she walked.” Lisa wanted to emerge a full-blown star, and Michael Jackson, Brett believed, could help her.
Several months after the idea occurred to him, Brett telephoned Lisa, who was taking courses at the Scientology center in Clearwater, Florida. He said, “Lisa, if you’re really serious about your career, why don’t I put you in touch with Michael Jackson?….I think you should meet him and play your music and sing for him, and I think he could really encourage and inspire you on a direction you could take.” Brett told her that Michael had his own company, Nation Records, sponsored by Sony, and that he could “really launch her big time.” Lisa was intrigued. 
Brett’s next step was to telephone Michael Jackson. “I said, ‘Michael, what would you say if I found talent for you that had the potential to be number one in the world in the recording industry—beautiful girl, great voice and also a reputation that would be a public relations dream come true?’ and he said, ‘Who are you talking about?’ So I said, ‘Lisa Presley.’ And he said, ‘What? She can’t sing!’ and I said, ‘She can.’ And then I asked, ‘Have you ever met Lisa?’ and he said no.” The conversation, recalled Brett, was brief, followed by lots of other conversations about it. Michael was “amazed at first, and then said, ‘Well get her to send me a tape.’ ” 
At the time, neither Michael nor Lisa recalled their fleeting meeting introduction backstage, at the Sahara Tahoe when Lisa was six and Michael was sixteen.  Myrna Smith, who was with Jerry and Joe Esposito when they took Lisa to that long-ago concert, confirmed this. “Lisa didn’t even remember meeting Michael as a child,” Myrna said. “She asked me, ‘Did I ever meet Michael Jackson?’ and I said, ‘Don’t you remember? We took you to see the Jacksons.’ ” 
When Brett told Lisa about his conversation with Michael, she was offended that she would have to send a demo. She told Brett, “Forget it, I’ll play (the tape) for him in person.” Lisa called Brett "constantly" afterward, inquiring about the meeting with Michael. She told Myrna excitedly that Brett had arranged to have Michael and her get together at his house in Pacific Palisades and for Lisa to play her demo tape.  Lisa took her husband Danny, along to that meeting, and the group gathered in Brett’s living room. “Michael…was blown away by her music,” according to Brett. “She played the tape and was really excited that Michael Jackson was here, and at that point, she looked like a fan of his. And he was really tickled to see that she had a lot of potential, but he didn’t think too much more than ‘Wow, Brett is onto something here.’ ” There was, according to Brett, not even the slightest suggestion of anything romantic between Lisa and Michael at that meeting. “Her husband was here.” 
Michael carried on with his own career interests after that meeting, but Lisa, recalled Brett, “kept calling me after that. Constantly calling me. And she wanted to get together with Michael more.” Lisa met with Brett a few times to talk about it, remarking that she had “a few things in common with the Jacksons and maybe she should pursue a friendship with Michael.” Brett, still their intermediary, offered to represent Lisa in a business contract with Michael for a recording deal, even though he had an art partnership with Michael and had been his friend for years. Brett had worked up some figures and talked to Michael, who arranged for Brett to take Lisa to meet with Michael Greenberg, the head of Jackson’s company, Nation Records in Santa Monica.  Lisa brought Danny along with her attorney, John Coale. “I didn’t know anything about that business,” said Brett, “but I wanted to make sure that Lisa made a deal at the top level…by saying, ‘Hey, Elvis is the King and she’s the Princess. She’s got the talent. All she needs is Michael to help record at the highest possible level and help her choose the songs and teach her some presence on stage. I was trying to get Michael to…make a deal with Lisa at the top—the deal that the other recording companies were making with Madonna and Barbara Streisand. And he was like, ‘Are you crazy? They have proven themselves.’  And I said, ‘No, make the same deal; a deal over a period of time…based on performance as the records sell. And not only will you make the deal with Lisa, you’ll promote the company.’ And I knew that’s what Lisa would love, if she was put on a pedestal.” 
Lisa was torn. Part of her was in “turmoil,” recalled Brett, “on her mind was ‘I have my kids,’ and she was in turmoil with her husband and what should she do? If she wanted to be a star, she had to really want to live and breathe that.” Michael Jackson also advised Lisa similarly: If she wanted to pursue a singing career, she would have to dedicate herself to it. During the following weeks, Brett found herself the hapless man in the middle, caught between a balking and busy Michael, and an ambivalent yet driven Lisa.  Brett made arrangements for Lisa to visit Michael in Japan while he was on the tour for 'Dangerous', and tried to facilitate other plans, some of which occurred while others dissipated.  Lisa, “in relentless pursuit of Michael Jackson,” began phoning Brett constantly to find out whether the deal would occur. Michael, in Brett’s characterization, was obviously intrigued by the thought of signing Lisa Presley, “but there was more desire on Lisa’s part for something to happen.” Lisa, he recalled, finally said to him, “It doesn’t seem like I can make that deal with him, and I don’t want to push him too much.” Brett, who was still hoping to bring them together for a record deal, finally arranged for a representative from Michael’s office to send a formal letter to Lisa stating that Michael was still interested in keeping things going. At the same time, Prince also began pursuing Lisa to sign a recording contract. 
Lisa celebrated her twenty-fifth birthday with a huge party, planned by Priscilla, at Six Flags Magic Mountain. Prince was among the guests, along with a sprinkling of celebrity Scientologists such as Kirstie Alley, Nicole Kidman, and Juliette Lewis. Lisa invited Michael Jackson as her special guest, “and he would have loved to have gone,” said Brett, “but he had other things.” Brett suggested to Michael that he should at least send Lisa a birthday gift, “so he told me, ‘Well you go get it!’ ” Brett selected, as Michael’s gift to Lisa, an art book on Michelangelo and a silver picture frame in which he placed a photograph of Michael and Lisa’s original meeting in his living room. Brett, attempting to be gallant on Michael’s behalf, wrote sweet birthday inscriptions in the art book and on the birthday card, making them appear to be from Michael. “I was just trying to be a good friend for him,” said Brett. “I went to the party with my son Jason, and when I got there, Lisa was like, ‘Oh! Where’s Michael? I hope it’s all right that Prince is here.’ I said, ‘[Michael] just couldn’t make it, but here is a gift from him.’ And I didn’t say anything [else].” Lisa, he recalled, “latched onto the gifts excitedly and immediately opened them to check them out.” 
He later figured out, said Brett, that he had inadvertently played matchmaker to Michael and Lisa by buying the birthday gifts, for Lisa, seeing the card and the inscription in the art book, both of which she believed to have been written by Michael, misinterpreted Brett’s affectionate words as an indication that Michael Jackson had feelings for her. “I wasn’t trying to bring two people together to get married. I look back on it now as a sign that [she was thinking], Wow! He really cares about me. And she secretly wanted a relationship with him, because I always talked about him as a passionate man [who was] extremely loving…and that attracted Lisa, that loving part, and loving children.”
Lisa never knew that Brett wrote the birthday card and signed her book. “I can’t recall what I wrote exactly in the book or card,” said Brett, “but that might have been something she read over and over again and thought, Jeez! And afterwards, Lisa kept calling me, and eventually, after the many calls and pursuits and my little bit of fairy dust that I sprinkled about the place, hey, those guys [got] together, and I thought, ‘Maybe they’ll record something,’  And I remember Lisa saying, ‘Brett, what do you want out of this?’ and Michael Jackson asked me the same thing, and I thought, ‘Boy, there must be something happening here.’ I told Lisa, ‘You can give me whatever you think is fair,’ and I told Michael the same. I thought up the idea and executed it, and I stayed on top of it. Any other business person would be claiming something, but since I am an artist, I told them, ‘If you do record something, give me a job at art direction instead of hiring somebody else.’ So we didn’t think anything else or more about that other than that it was going to happen.” 
In late February, a few weeks after her twenty-fifth birthday, Jerry Schilling received a mysterious phone call from Lisa. “Something is going on,” she told Jerry, “but I can’t tell you what. And it has nothing to do with you, but I’m not going to continue with this record contract right now.” Lisa told him, said Jerry, that she was busy with her new baby and wanted to put the Epic deal on hold. Jerry, who had no idea Lisa had even met with Michael Jackson, simply said fine and puzzled over what might be happening in Lisa’s life. 
Mike Edwards, who had also remained close to Brett after his breakup with Priscilla, began getting phone calls from an amazed Brett about this time. “He’s saying, ‘Gosh, Lisa’s calling me and Lisa’s really interested in Michael!’ ” Brett’s impression, said Mike Edwards, was that Michael was absorbed in his work, but that Lisa was really interested in him. “And I said, ‘Come on! What do you mean?’ [Brett] said, ‘You haven’t met him, but he’s very charismatic.’ And I said, ‘Yeah, but I can’t believe it.’ He said, ‘Yeah, she’s kind of pursuing him.’ And I went, ‘My God! What’s gonna happen?’” 
“I could see that Lisa fell in love with him,” confirmed Brett. What attracted her in part, he felt, was that Michael was not after her money. “I think she didn’t know him very well, though. She didn’t know his quirks and eccentric lifestyle, and she thought, This guy is going to be great. A stepfather for my kids.” 
Lisa, according to Brett, was the one who was in pursuit. “I think it was the passion of a woman who fell in love. And Michael wasn’t even interested at all. And he is a gentleman, he wouldn’t have wanted to pull her away from her marriage to Danny. And she pursued him. Family friend Bob Wall, who heard about it after the fact, confirmed this. “I know that Lisa is the one who pursued the relationship.” She did it, Bob felt, to create an identity separate from the Presley name, to be known as something other than “the daughter of.” “Lisa really wants to be credible,” said Bob. “You’ve got her father, who’s a genius. Her mother’s done incredibly well. And all she’s got is a lot of money. So maybe that’s important to her, to create her own identity.  Maybe it's necessary for her own sanity.”
Brett, seeing the progression of the friendship. suggested that Michael take Lisa to the Oscar ceremony that March, just as he had escorted Madonna the year before, but Michael balked, since Lisa was a married woman.

CLUE #21:   Tito on his brother's Sexuality
"As far as I’ve always known, my brother had more sex than I did with women....He definitely wasn’t gay. He was not a rugged, beer-slinging type of man. Michael wouldn’t beat you up; he would beat you with his brain.” 

CLUE #22:   Michael Jackson's Trial

William Wagener Interviews MJ's Women:
"My nagging question, is why MJ attorneys did not bring in the 4 or 5 gorgeous women, MJ has secretly dated over the past years to prove he is.... well.... normal. To me that would have put more "REASONABLE DOUBT". I have spoken to two, and they both said, it is part of the deal. If MJ trusts you to date him you can't blab about it to the tabloids or anyone. Okay. I understand, and that is smart, but heck his life, his kids, his freedom is on the line here. MJ won't budge. His girlfriends keep their mouths shut. MJ keeps his shut."

  •  Aphrodite Jones Accounts the Trial ( the Flight Attendants & June Chandler)
......Michael picked up some local fans along the way, buying toys and gifts for everyone.
Michael took off his sunglasses to get a better look at a beautiful tall blonde who entered the courtroom: Miss Lauren Wallace, a flight attendant who had served him numerous times.  With her long blonde hair and perfect figure accented by a white pant suits and sexy black camisole, Miss Wallace had everyone in the courtroom paying attention.  The blonde bombshell was one of the head flight attendants for Extrajet, a private airline that Michael often chartered for himself, his guests, and his three children.
As the gorgeous young woman was sworn in, staring over at Michael with adoring eyes, the pop star looked at her with a curious expression.  It seemed like Michael was attracted to her on some level, but then he put on his wire-rimmed reading glasses and began glancing at notes from Messereau.  Apparently, Michael didn't want to be distracted by her beauty.  Michael was anxious to hear what she'd been called to talk about.
Regarding the mini-bottles of alcohol that the flight attendant said she'd "hidden" in the lavatory, Messereau asked why they weren't mentioned in Michael's profile.  When Lauren Wallace explained that stashing the mini-bottles was something that she had thought of herself, that it was never a request of Michael Jackson to stash mini bottles, the sinister character of the DA was trying to create about Michael completely deflated.  Miss Wallace told the jury that she stashed the mini-bottles as a thoughtful gesture on her part.  The tall blonde said that she informed Mr. Jackson about the secret bottles, just so he'd know alcohol was there "for his own disposal."
When Miss Wallace left the stand, it was obvious that it had been her privilege to serve Michael Jackson and his family.  A few days later, when another flight attendant would be called, one who served on the particular flight that the Arvizos took with Michael, suddenly the picture became vivid.  The second flight attendant, Cindy Bell, was also an attractive woman, a blonde with a great smile.  She seemed completely capable and sure of herself, and looked like she was very happy to see Michael.  Even under the circumstances.
Miss Bell had a sweet expression on her face as she locked eyes with the pop star,  who gently rocked back and forth in his seat behind the defense table. 
For the jury, Salas was asked to identify various "adult" magazines that Michael had in his office, to identify tiny S&M dolls that Michael had in his office......

Jackson wonders if Bashir likes flying.
 Bashir claims he hates it, and says that the people on airplanes drink too much because they get alcohol for free(implying that he only flies first class).
Michael says that he loves to talk to the stewardesses, but Bashir doesn't find that worth discussing.  Michael continues with the subject, teasing Bashir about flight attendants, mentioning that he liks how women take care of him.  But Bashir chooses to ignore the topic.

Was Michael Jackson a womanizer?  Perhaps, perhaps not but it does help put our notions on MJ’s sexuality in perspective.  These links, videos, articles and interviews shows us the extent of the media’s distortion of who this man was.  We need not flaunt our sexual prowess, escapades and interludes to assert that we are neither asexual nor a homosexual.  It is no secret that both Viagra and heterosexual pornography by the hundreds were found in Michael Jackson’s 2-storey apartment bedroom.  These are not facts that should be even be publicized but alas there they are and there they are as further evidence to the truth that Michael has insisted on for 30 years.  Too late it seems, we are always too late aren’t we?  But before proceeding to my closing paragraph, let us allow MJ to insist on this point a GIF further.

Why is it even of importance to disprove such rumors?  Well, because these rumors were and are part of the cavalcade used to destroy Michael Jackson and his legacy.  These were rumors that persisted for 30 unrelenting years, rumors he ardently and viciously denied until the end.  These were no longer rumors to be brushed off as these, as well as others, as it took a life of its own spreading falsities instead of truth.  And in these falsehoods lies the case of the allegations and negativity surrounding MJ.  I think it is our duty as people who are armed with a conscience and impenetrable integrity to admonish and demolish these half-truths, lies and negative sensationalism over a fallen tragic genius the media has relished in destroying, and rebuild what is rightly so - MichaelMania.  As for Michael Jackson’s curious gap between the young and the adult – it seems the author of this video shares my very sentiments.  Perhaps it shares yours as well.


  1. Nice site! I've put a link to here on AllForLove as well. I whooped out loud at the Marcel Jackson and Dr. Black usernames (lol). I guess now we know what "some" of Michael's aliases were when he was feeling naughty (lol). A lot of great information here, both for the novice and the diehard fan. I think it's great; the more information that is out there, the better! Keep up the great work. BTW my Google account will only let me sign in as "blackraven" which is an old username of mine on Google but I'm Raven from AFLB.

  2. Thanks Raven! I keep this updated whenever I get new info, clue 16 has been added & another video for Captured flirtation!

  3. Dude, i get so tired of people questioning michael's sexuality. they say he's gay, a pedophile, a-sexual, sexually regressed, and everything else in between. But I know mj was a fucking freak and i love it!

    I meant to hook you up on my blog like you did for me a longtime ago, but i havent got around to it.

  4. Interesting site. I will have to say that the first 'anecdote' leaves *much* to be desired when it comes to truth. It may be true but, eh, dude's lack of grammar and no respect for the English language makes me suspicious. It is fascinating though.

    I think that video of Mike at the Virgin megastore with the loony Joanna Thomae was more for Frank than Mike. Did you see Frank blushing over that cute little blond Frenchie? LOL. Why would she be interested in Mike? His money? Well, he was pretty bad looking. So, among other evidence, she totally was not with him. So people need to quit the crap.

    Do I think Mike was a womanizer? Nope, hell no I don't. Did he have relationships with women? Of course he did.

    Where is the analysis/evidence of his relationship with Grace? If he could be with a fleet of hoochies (LOL) than he most definitely was with her! Kids called her 'mommy' for god's sake and he called her 'my wife'. :-)

  5. LOL! Well, if the 1st tale was told in any other way, I would've been more suspicious. The suspect is a former security chief, we're not exactly expecting an English major now are we? Just read interviews of other security personnel from MJ's camp, many of them speak in such a way. So CONTEXT is of importance. & that in itself does not render it suspicious in my personal opinion of course.

    As for MJ looking 'bad' during 2001, I disagree & if you check YT, many will as well. It's up to you if all the women crushing on MJ, in your personal opinion was just after his money, those are your thoughts & reflections, not everyone else's. BTW, who said Thomae was with MJ anyhow? Those are your preconceptions, not the blog's.

    I did not put Grace up there, because there was not enough evidence or clues to support it, regardless whether I believe them as a couple or not. But IMO, I think they were.

  6. Elena:

    Well, even if it is both our own personal opinions (slightly intangible maybe?), I am glad we see eye-to-eye on Grace being with Mike; I'm of the opinion it was obvious. I personally think there may be actually enough evidence to put Grace up on your list of clues but, hey, that is your choice, no?

    Anyway, I have to take issue with what you said about the tale of the 'security chief'. Allow me to be offended. Is this man black? Well, linking black with atrocious grammar is racist. The reason I doubted that an adult, even if he's black, wrote any of the above (I still doubt it, to be honest with you. It sounds like a fan, a female fan, from a forum) is because it is nearly incomprehensible. Only internet people write so poorly, everyone knows it... Also, I don't see why any adult with any proximity to Mike would *ever* call Jordie Chandler a 'punk bitch' or that he was jealous of his mother. Jordie was a victim, although not of Mike; he had no control of the situation. The tale rings startingly fictious for a variety of reasons, terrible grammar, spelling, and syntax notwithstanding. I think said anonymous tale is nothing more than a fan circulating speculation under the guise of a person who knew Mike. You can believe it if you'd like but I've been around long enough to know when I smell a rat...

    Also, I never said you implied that he was with Joanna Thomae. Any thinking person wouldn't list her as anything more than a lucky fan who got to be used by Mike's PR people, albeit in a sham. Further, it is hard for me to agree that he looked good in the 2000s; he looked like a bleached skeleton with a pinpoint nose and a joker's smile, in sum: freakish. Sure, he did have his good days but he was mostly scary. Plastic surgery will do that to you! *shrugs*

    Ranting aside, this has been an enjoyable post and I am grateful for you putting it together. While I definitely take issue with some of these clues, your effort in researching is commendable. I would never do such a thing. I personally find it strange that we (fans) have to continually report his alleged sexual behavior in order to prove he's not some way that's undesirable. Not to mention, it is creepy the way some fans (check the above posters) revel in his porn addiction, as if they would want that in their boyfriends. (no thinking woman would!) But there are hypocrites of all stripes, right? That's the reason I don't associate with MJ fans whatsoever...

    You are not creepy, so please don't think I'm saying you are. You're a hardworker, damn! :-D

    Oh, I did want to ask: where is this info about him taking viagara? Is that in the trial transcripts? (I have them but I have yet to crack into them on a deeper level...)


  7. Well, if you can help provide any 'evidence' o Grace, I'd gladly consider it Desiree. I really would, any help would be appreciated.

    As for the grammar & slang of the post above, the security chief mentioned is Black, but Cascio isn't. I understand that you eel a certain sensitivity to the stereotype the all Black people should speak in a certain way. But that's not the case here & I assure you it's merely sensitivity rather than racism. I have heard many accounts of MJ from various people, & some of them w/in his circle do speak in an informal way, I don't see why this is insulting or degrading tbh. But I'm not an American, & I'm from Asia & it has been my experience that people easily adapt to their environment & they don't necessarily act or speak as they would around family/friends as they would in a professional capacity. But the same can also be said for people who are in emotional stress, & as such, the above is more than plausible for me. Also, the post above did not come from a forum w/c I indicated above as well. It came as a post in response to the Thorson tabloid rumor from the National Inquirer & it was posted back in 2004.

    As for Jordie being called a punk 'bitch', notice that the latter was censored, therefore you are merely assuming that he was called that, it may very well be any other colorful adjectives. Personally, I see Jordie as a victim, but that is me because truth be told, I was never w/in MJ's circle to be able to empathize on a more personal level. We are outsiders, we can see things objectively but keep in mind, this was a post created back in 2004 at the height of the 2nd allegations. In an environment far removed from our 2010 POV, is it not more than acceptable & understandable for such a person w/in his close circle to take things on a more personal level at such a stressful situation? I think so. I find this behavior too abundant for me to dismiss it as 'too emotional'.

    Now, it is my turn to be offended Desiree, I personally prefer MJ in the 00s, particularly 2002-2009, out of all the MJ eras. You think he is a bleached skeleton? I wonder if you are still hung up w/ that tabloid tale of bleaching instead of accepting that the man truly had Vitiligo. But I will not get into an argument or discussion w/ you on your opinion that he looked like a freak. I will not indulge in this path w/ you if you don't mind.

    Thank you for your compliments despite our disagreements on many points. As for 'fans' reveling in MJ's porn collection, I think many feel that it's a secret to a side of the man not known before. I posted the above to debunk & further explore & refute the idea being perpetuated on MJ's sexuality. Many fans are greatly infatuated by MJ, & I think it is human nature to be attracted to the mystery, & who is more enigmatic than MJ? As to whether it is creepy or not, well all we can do is look at YT & see the many many videos on MJ's sexuality to see that this is more common than you think? Perhaps it is more creepy to you because you personally find the man freakish, many don't.

    The viagra wasn't on the trial transcripts, it was reported by various news outlets, tabloid included no doubt, when the LAPD searched his home. I have the article screencapped somewhere but w/ all the articles I save, it will be difficult to sift through them. I recommend you visit MJ sites & post that question there, I'm sure you'll find many all too willing to post the sources of the viagra.

    No problem!

  8. I have to take issue with some of what Diseree said. First, obviously, she considers herself to be one of the "normal" Michael Jackson fans. An individual who, while appreciating Michael as an artist, doesn't and never did fawn over him, unlike the earlier posters and fans like them. That’s fine, but what Desiree is failing to realize is that there are literally millions of fans world-wide who couldn't care less what Michael Jackson looked like because their love for him is far deeper than anything one feels based on an individual’s outer appearance. I'm sure Desiree, being the intelligent and apparently observant person that she is, has seen situations where a man (not so much for women) had charisma, charm, power, talent but maybe, in her eyes, wasn't all that physically appealing and yet he had women swarming around him. Not an uncommon scenario. Personally, I also did not find Michael as physically attractive in his later years that I did earlier in his career, but would I still jump at the chance to have a relationship with him. God yes! Why? Because I've loved the man since I could speak. It surpasses anything material or superficial. Maybe, since you're young and perhaps blinded by the media's and western world's depiction of beauty and what is acceptable in a mate, you can't wrap your mind around that kind of unconditional love and that’s fine. But it's neither creepy nor unbelievable. It's simply different from your way of thinking. I'm probably a little older than both of you ladies so I see things with a little more life experience. We all change. We all become less attractive as we age even if we’re one of the lucky ones considered to be “good-looking” for our age. This isn’t about the outer shell. It’s not about that body or that face that can be changed in an instant. When you love truly someone you don't simply see them with your eyes. You see them with your heart.

    Long Live The King

  9. You don't have to refer to Michael as a "womanizer" to prove that he wasn't gay. I find that offensive and so would MJ at such an assertion, he was respectful to women. His father Joseph and his brothers (with the exception of Marlon it seems) were womanizers.

  10. I would suggest you read the entire blog before commenting.

  11. Absoloutley fabulous.
    Great summary.Michael would thank you for hopefully changing a few people's narrow minds into being much more accepting of the truth and his private life.
    Nice collection ;) HAHA

  12. don't think Mike was a womanizer, very horny yes, but womanizer no...he was just like many men around the world...he had "needs" just like the rest of them. Fortunately, for many men around the world, they were able fulfull their "needs" in private, behind close doors. Michael on the other hand, had to be very discreet about it...

  13. who is this desiree who claims not to want to hang out with jackson fans cuz i keep seeing her on every site with her crass commenting. its hipocrisy on her part. so i have to take her info with a grain of salt and believe me baby i have done my homework and now alot more than you think i do so chill out. you horns are starting to show.

  14. Very cleverly done and great information! I commend your dedication. I'm also one of those fans that does homework before judging anyone and one of the reasons I fell so hard for the enigma that is MJ is b/c there are so many who fail to do theirs before opening their mouths to be judgemental and arguemenatative. The man was clearly very charming as well as talented and sensitive to the plight of humanity and yet, was castrated and attacked on many levels for being successful in a world that doesn't always aprove of uniqueness and--lord forbid--world-wide success from a minority. Racisim clearly had a lot to do with his "downfall".

    It's obvious MJ was a flirt his entire life just by looking at little mannerisms when communicating with women or his on-stage persona. He was clearly attracted to women in general his whole life and I personally think the whole "gay" thing was a laughable attempt to further exploit the man. I'm pretty sure that anyone who really knew him probably fell out laughing as soon as they heard it.

    I've always thought that his personality was so damn complex--like it's almost as if there were other people living in him, you know? He's just got so many faucets to him and I feel that he only rarely let a person see all sides, but that each got a different fuacet and knew only that and what he presented with it to be "Michael". I feel like it was only once every blue moon that a person was found worthy enough to see every side of him and know all faucets that made up this enigmatic and seemingly elusive person. So it's no wonder that people find it so easy to believe in tabloids and want to latch on to anything presented to them. While that's a sad thing that I wish Michael didn't have to endure, I've always admired the fact that he refused to play the media game throughout his life and didn't give them the stories they desired in order to manipulate his life as they've done so many other celebrities. While it might have helped to speak out in some cases, I think his pride was commendable and I for one am glad he never bowed down to media pressures to conform himself to their ideals of how a rock star should behave and what's acceptable in this world and what's not.

    Michael was a strong man who knew who he was his whole life and never forgot it. I think women also see that in him and (while I personally have found him attractive in all stages of his life) find themselves drawn to not only his charm, charisma, sensitvity, but his strength. His strength and pride was another thing alot of people don't realize drew in many of his female admirers. He just always had something about his air, the way he carried himself, and the way he never let a reporter just play with him at their whim...It just not very hard to see why women (and some men) were attracted to him. He's always been a very good-looking man in spite of the unfortunate case of his vitiligo. Just his physical framework has always been nice, i.e, broad shoulders, long legs, big hands, strong neck, square jaw, big dark eyes, great hair...There are just some aspects of him that will always reamin beautiful.

    Anyways, to cut the ramble short, I love the clues you provided and think that many of them are dead on! I've noticed a lot of this a long time ago and wondered if anyone else had. It's such a shame, though, that in the world we live in people will never just shut-up and swallow facts quietly. There will always be several people who will yell and scream and rant that a red shirt is blue until they feel satisfied that they've proved a false point. 'Tis the way of this sad little world, I'm afraid. I'm only happy that, while Michael experienced the latter tremendously, he also got to experience glimpses of the former through the love of his fans.

    I love you Mike, I'm glad you're away from this ish, and I know you've had your flings and damn it, I think you deserved them! lol

    Thanks, Elana

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